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Wednesday, December 30, 2009.
'Oh please don't be dumb!'
HAHAHAHAHA Stupid Eugene XD

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009.

Anyhow edit the photo today lah, stupid website not working, and I still not so good with the fake cheap china photoshop programme which I got for free(YEAH!), used microsoft edit siol.
I LOVE PHOTOSHOP, LIKE WOAH.
So COOL!
Kae, random stuff, agn.
Yesterday cook macaroni for Yj and my dinner, nice right? I know.
And Terry was sooo kind yesterday, gave us soooo near blocks, right beside.
Den we finish both blk, ask him giv new one, tot surely far far one, in the end, right beside, WAH, he so kind ytd wor :D
And, worst thing, Yj late ytd, so I walk ard whitsands awhile, den the escalator ATE my slippers! Aww fuck lah. So ugly my slippers now. Although its cheap and bought at clearance sale, ITS BRANDED YKNOW. Dis time not fake one XD
Kae, today din watch movie D:
Agn! Opps.
Wokeup ard 11.30am, ate cup noodles.
Brought the maids to Ah Gong hse clean up, AWKWARD.
For those of you who dunno uh, me and my cousins(siblings even) dun talk much.
Like, hi-bye relationship.
But my cousin is cute :D
I dun call him desmond kor kor anymore, gawd, gross. Desmond sound better, LOL.
Saw dis damn cute black cat at the convenience store, wanna play wif it but ts the ownr's one -.-
Cant be I stay in the shop play with it, den buy nothing whut.
Came hme, den comp all da way, ytd felt so dumb using the photoshop thing, watch xiaxue guide to life photoshop, I PHOTOSHOP some random girl dao soooo nice lah!
I rock. Den din eat until dinner, hungry sia.
My fucking god, I used comp 8hours, nabeh.
Tmr going work, with Ruiyi, Yewjin wan work oso, trying to find partner for him, If not all 3 of us work together?
Great Vocals, Jazz though. SRSLY GREAT VOCALS :D
My favourite part.
Watch from 2:47 to 3:02

And I think dis song, I am not a robot is sooo describing me, sounds bhb but I srsly mean it -.-
I hated the tune at ferst, once I heard the lyrics, <3>

Tired. Sleep deprived D:
Bye.

This foto damnnnn ugly, but I like :D
My Grandad's hse is like a disneyland, LOL
The 'tatoo' I gave yewjin, LOL.
Yeah, yewjin 'punch' until the glass brk. Shatter sia :O
Turgid plant :O
Jump lah! har, yewjin, jump!
My eaten slipper D: I know it doesn't look obvious or what, but in real life, IT IS.
Macaroni :D With cheese!
Yewjin! Dis is the tranny I talking about!

Better to be hated than loved for what you're not.

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Monday, December 28, 2009.

Yesterday night was sooooo horrible kae.
Had such a strong urge to call dhat man at 4am and ask him come out settle XD
When school starts my courage sure all gone, IDC, Imma gonna face him, stupid dick, think he can manipulate me uh! nehneh. I told meself that for the past 6months, HAIYO, Carnie, gimme yr courage lah!
Thought about some stupid thing, I HATE 16 JULY 09 LAH.
Haiyo. Den made me thing about my sad pathetic life XD
Dreamt of something SO FUNNY.
Me, Ruiyi, Nengyan, went work at some place, den we decided to steal the ice cream pocket the money, we ran away den they chase after us. Went inside dis hse, got ladder as staircase, cool.
Damn small she ans old. Its actually Eugene hse, he ask me what I doing here, I say escaping from pple cause I steal ice cream. SO HEAVE, 20tubs nia. Den I saw his grandma, SAME AS MINE. Except no stroke, exactly the same, shocked like mad.
Den somehow, met RY and NY agn, at some jungle+park(I had a dream dere before!! DEVA JU!) den the boat went off, we escape somehow, Terry told me no nid work agn. Den I wokeup, 'TODAY GOT WORK ANOT!' Scare me, LOL. Klame.
Oh, remember dhat day Yewjin MIA at bukit batok?
Dhat dumbo went, reached alr, wait awhile, hungry, go breadtalk, he at breadtalk, we reach, den wait, he nvr come, left. He din think of calling me. And he sooo dumbo sia!
Took bus from bukit batok to Tampines, HAHA. 60 over stops. 2hours plus, orbi good XD
His sister is sooo nice, I wan his sister, hai.
The least my brother can do is CALL MY NAME, he's never gonna do dhat.
Oh, and saw dis msg from ms ho, mae me lol.
'Thx gal... I can almost hear ur woot woot by my ears -.-'' Must continue to perservere... Then can do well :)'
The woot woot thing made me laugh, HAHA. Carnie! Rmb? Sec1! WOOT WOOT, WOOT WOOT, WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT. And umm. Whats dhat uh.
The loong loong thing we made. I forgot, aww fuck. The OH! ohtuttutbomchikewowwowchikewowwow ah! HAHAHAHA. K, I'm gonna use it often agn :D
Saw onbiggest loser today, what this person said is sooo true.
Fat asses(including me lah, yala) listen up!
'Its not about what you can hide, its about what you can show off'
Went work, shiok, at bedok nia :D NEAR.
Yewjin late, 1st slap(it was a deal :P)
Had accident, I broke my fingernail. No, not the girl kind, like the got blood kind. Even yewjin was disgusted, LOL.
That asshole making a din EVERYWHERE he go kae.
And he broke someone's wan jie ling mop and stole it -.-
Whacked alot of tables and chairs, and spoiled like 4 unit's ceilings and just did alot of haiyo things.
And something happen, made me lol ALOT.
*knocks on X door*
*explain, blah, person dunwan, psyco, still dunwan*
*talk with jewjin, go other side, talk alot more, hits alot more*
Cuz we bet about dis random indian hse, I say wont buy one, he say will, I won, he kena slapped, 2nd slap.
I so happy, I FORGOT.
*Go back to X's hse, Knock door agn*
'EH! U knock dhat door alr!!'
*laughs ALOT. Runs away.*
HAHA. Funny kae, zomg.
Den another one is I knock one door, he knock the other. Den he sudenly cannot talk, so I juggle like fuck kae, HE MUST POLISH UP HIS CHINESE.
His throat got whut vomit thing. Err!
And He lost another bet wif me, loser :P
Kena slap agn, 3rd slap XD, carnie was like '???' cuz was on the fone with her.
Ang Yew Jin, memory very good somemore hor! -.-
Had some other fun oso luh. Gave him a tatoo, ahem.
And omg, shiok kay, 1 malay uncle actually wanna buy 1 tub, I tot he wud buy two(try luh) so I ask yewjin take all 4 flavours giv him see, HE BOUGHT ALL FOUR.
SHOIK LAH! :D
Saw some pple on the mrt pda, he say girl chio guy buang, he guy quite cute kae<3
Got the last mrt home :D
Reached hme before 12am, I think.
Slacked alot, so din sell many, stupid nia he, massage -.-
Still din keep to his part of the bargain, tsk.
Tmr if nothing goes wrong, going to movie with Ashley and gang, bringing maid to Ah Gong hse.
I wanna work but no partner. I scared work alone :O
SO SAD RIGHT. And I saw Darren today :D
But Terry in charge my and yj. Got double digit for him luh (:



Went throught many of our text messages last night. The heart wrenching ones, the sweet ones, the comforting ones, the hilarious ones, the lame ones. They made me cry, and smile. Especially the one about your grandmother. They made me cry. Because we were in the same position more or less. I had so many text messages from you, remembering where I would literally do nothing all day except text and chat with you. Now its just bitter. I feel so stupid living in the past, but I can't explain how this friendship means to me. You know, you were the one who made me believe in true friends. I guess it doesn't matter anyway. I don't even know if you even bother to read stuff here anymore.

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Sunday, December 27, 2009.
I REALLY LIKE THE FOTO TODAY :D
Rejected Danil to go service.

Supposed to go Orchard to do the apple voucher thingy today, procrastinated for like a year alr :/
Expires in a few days, $600 eh!
Den change of plans, cuz couldn't get to sleep until 7am.
JUNHAO FAULT! Not rly lah, couldn't sleep.
Then from 7am till 3pm, TV till 5.30pm before dad told me dhat voucher what mom and bro take care of it or some shit.
So to treat family to dinner today(its a thing)
Went to Bedok 85 to eat.
Saw Weslie. Like funny lah.
*looks looks. Weslie walks. Stares stares.*
-Thinks to self, IS THAT WESLIE??!-
*takes a risk, waves, smile*
Got a wave and smile back, haha. Like we stared at each other for dunno how long, funnnnnny kay!
Like, it cost me $50 nia. Zomgs.
How come my elder bro treat $30+ only ._.
K, nvm, den wheel grandma ard, find her old friends.
Shopped, buy some stuffs for next year where willman and ow will catch me for.
Bought the telephone thing like rubberband. Ruiyi, u buy 1 for $1 uh? I buy 2 for $1.
I feel like aunty XD
Took bus home, din work.
Conversation between me and elder bro.
Me: Eh, why the room so smelly ah?
Bro: Smelly meh?
Me: Yeah.
-Nothing-
Me: So you still havent answer my question whut.
Bro: Smelly meh??
Me: Yeah.
-Nothing-
*GIVES UP ASKING*
What nonsense conversation nia ._.
Got age gap alr lah, he too old.
And like anyone saw the 'haven't met you yet' by Michael Buble, its like on MTV often. Like, there's dis climax where he says what 'And I'm sure it'll all work out, Cuz I'll work, to work it out' Den he 'soh-soh' the girl face touch her hair. SO SWEET LAH.
If a guy do dhat to me I'll die alr, HAHA WTF.
Klah, Gonna sleep now. Miss me. BYE!

Took from Xinwei blog. I look damn ownage, but had the urge to post it here leh, WHY UH. So weird. And Xinwei, Purple, Purple, Purple, Blue, extra! XD

Should I still confront you? Will I still have the courage?

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Saturday, December 26, 2009.
How come like that? I thought We were gonna do together already?
Cuz --- is a better candidate?
I hate dis feeling kae.
The time together can be compared to like a few months, and can suppress somemore.

I need a best friend whom can tell everything to lah, HAIYO.
Don't care, I gonna work on the 'I Believe' now.
Fuck _|_

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Soooo tired.
24th slept only like 1hour. Ytd slept like 4hours, 2days add together only 5hours of sleep! -yawn-
Dad woke me up at 8am+ today, go buy books. Omg, I was cursing and swearing(not in front of him lah).
Chged, go skl. Like, yawning all the way.
Scared of seeing Mr Ow cuz my dad was with me, he thinks I'm like those really guai students.
Althou I'm not a bad student, but I'm not dhat guai whut, must hide mr ow from him XD
Din see him, luckily, cuz he has a life(phew, thank god for his family XD)
Yep, random sec1 parents asked me about stuffs, lol, dunno they ask correct person bo nia.
Next year got alot guai sec1 wor, jio them to choir.
Went to Elias there eat breakfast, the dancing old man made my bi tai bak for me :D
Went hme, slack awhile. Got pissed at my bro.
Gawd, I dun hav to care a fucking bit about you yknow.
Slept at ard 1pm, needed some sleep, LOL.
Nola, actually I hasd nothing betters to do.
Wokeup at 6pm with 3msg, 2miss calls.
Danil msg me agn, opps.
Din reply him abouyt today whether I going anot cuz I tot he mass sending, dun reply he won't know.
But today he ask me go service for tmr morning. thats 4days in a row.
And he specifically said, 'Hey Ariel' Ohno.
ZEN ME BAN?
I tot he say ytd was the last one of the year? :/
Working with Ruiyi tmr night ba?
3 friend requests in the 5hours I was sleepibng.
Carnie! The Z___ ____ added me leh, Shd I add him? U want me to add him?
And Monday going to SPCA with SIJING :D
Got a fast way to go bartley. Take 81 to kovan den 1mrt stop reach alr.
Relive some memories on the way (:
Elder brother supposed to go some angmoh country next year, Why he dunwan go nia, I want the room to myself mah, one week oso shuang yi xia. I can sleep naked, sleep while listening to music and hide friends in the room for a week, just kidding XD
And! I like the picture of the day today soo much :D
Ps, I think I salivated when I was sleeping for that 1hour at Sijing hse :O
DID I!?
Psps, Eugene and me were msging each other at like 5am when we were right beside each other at Jing hse, klame.
Ending off; HAPPY BOXING DAY (:
Klah -Jackie chan's uncle's style- One more thing!
FERRERO ROCHER!♥

Krauser=Orgasmed face. Negishi is damnnnnnnnn Fucked up, DTE one nicer D: No srsly, NEGISHI IS FUCKED UP. He is showing the literal face of -_-
Sijing? Carnie? Toldyou shawn poh not cute liao, below foto even more :O the hair still okay in dis pic lah.
NO MUSCLE. Sijing, say he cute! Ahemahem! Stanman cuter :D And I din notice, carnie told me, LOOK AT HIS EYEBROWS, I LOL-ed much luh! Like marker thin sia!

I would still give everything to you even if you were to change your mind.

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Friday, December 25, 2009.

I AM SOOOOOO TIRED KAE.
Brought lasagna to Sijing house. OMG. They finished like 2 boxes in like 20mins.
Sijing I know y'love me >:D
Saved some for Dhruv, the housewife.
Jordan hairstyle is sooo nice now, he look shuai, heh :D
Dhruv is hotter, ahemahem.
Reached, eat, Lucky the lasagna was made from mushroom, den benson can eat :D
Played some lame game, findng thing, like CO camp nia. OMG.
Den Dhruv was like, its lame blah, and he left, bumbie, after dhat was fun :D
Played with water. Den played blind mice, OMG, I was like a monkey. Climb from the slide to some railing thingy, the railing damn PAIN and hard to hold on to, but hard to catch oso, den I made sound cuz pain mah, Caigeng caught me :/
Kena drenched, WEARING WHITE SOMEMORE, Lucky I not like Jing, wear black bra. I wet the whole playground nia, cant walk properly, SLIPPERY!
Marilyn kena blind mice, YAY XD
Jordan dhat ass. I has the perfect hiding place from benson and he told benson where I was, KENA CAUGHT, ass!
Den Chingkiat came. Played catching, kena caught ferst 3 must dio drenched.
Hence, Benson and Jordan became catcher lor, they dunwan dio.
I last one to get caught yknow, I went up to 2nd floor, den took lift down, but hid myself by sqatting in the lift. Den I stand, look, coast clear, wanted to run, suddenly, left Jordan, right Benson, POP out and 'BA!' liketat, scare me until I fell in the lift and continue laughing, almost peed my jeans lah!
Played somemore, den some pple had to go D:
Carried Gillian back. -DIES-
So exchange present ferst, I got junlong's! Its~ CABURY :D
And Sijing got mine :D
Its was like dis chio cup :D
Eugene worst boy, 2lollipop, marilyn got them, haha.
And then Eugene got the Ferero Roche(SP!) T.T
But he shared :D Nice<3
Played fire and sparkles, chatted till ard 1am.
Burnt my hand ard like 8times or what, fuck kay.
And i spoilt my lighter cuz I on it for like a few minutes, the presing thing came out, TSK.
Blue colour leh!
Gillian used wax draw on CK pants, good luck.
Junlong Caigeng left.
Eugene came back, den Sijing got prob, omg.
Like, 1/3 because of someone. 1/3 because I burnt the cardboard and plastic the smoke. 1/3 because CK smoke the smoke. Den she 'faint' agn, CK carry. I carry Simin. HEAVY NIA. Gillian heavier >:D
Msged Jiaying all the way, I love her so much<3
Back to her hse, she cant find her meds, oh no. Scare me, I tot she kena asthma or heart attack :/
After like 1/2 hour of paniking(for me lah), den she okay alr.
Ate maggie mee(kimchi sucks! :P) CK left.
I took his shoes to go throw rubbish ferst, BIG, but comfortable sia! Came back to see G and him looking for the shoe, haha.
SIMIN! haha, paste on the message and send! XD
Kae, I'm so bad and unsincere :/
Jing's parents came home, bathe, slept, used Jing's towel.
Simin's boobs SUDDENLY VERY BIG, AHEMAHEM.
Eugene and me din sleep. OMG, it was hell kae.
I din dre breathe properly cuz I was on the sofa, den every small movement disturbed Gillian and pissed her off cuz she wan slp ._.
I tot gonna stay up all night watch superhero movie or chat all da way, in the end the girls slp ._.
Oh well, ahemahem, yknow, girls like to sex then snuggle mah, need slp XD
Played the taptap thing wif gene, laugh, uh oh. G pissed.
Den pass Gene my fone, DROPED ON G's hair!
Then Throw 'bread' at Gene, he block, rebound, hit G.
So, ALL EUGENE FAULT XD
Played with the cat and hamster, eugene that knnbccb. 5.12am say 5mins ltr let me play cooking mama and taptap.
Untill 8am den let me play.
Gene got bored I think, den played with cat, ham, and me :D
The cat like bit simin's hair once, eugene hand and leg twice, and my hair twice.
I was lying on the floor playing with the cat den it come deesiao my hair ._.
The cat wanna eat pepsi :O
At ard 7am, finally Simin Gillian and Sijing wokeup.
Chatted about stuffs(!!).
Funny kay.
Simin:'How woman get womb cancer?'
Eugene's answer made me laugh like mad.
Oh, and Sijing and my laugh scares Gene to the maximum >:D
Had some funerals(ahem! HAHA inside joke)
And simin got nothing better to do than look for shit XD
Gene cracked Simin's knuckles and G, Jing and Min sat on him *thumbs up!*
At 10am, I TIRED, fell asleep till 11am, where I awoke with the 3 evil girls laughing, I think they deesiao me when I sleeping. Gene was sleeping, we gave him centre parting >:D
Went inside Jing's room, talk wif everyone plus her sis. EUGENE PAEDOPHILE, SISI, be careful!
So in the end, the people who went were: Sijing, Simin, Gillian, Jordan, Benson, Chingkiat, Dion, Junlong, Marilyn, Che en, Dhruv, Eugene, Caigeng, Wangzhen. AND ME :D
Left ard 1pm cuz G and Min nid go. Bus-ed home, went tampines to get Carnie present and back agn.
I wrap till damn nice lor, Call me the pro man.
Dad cooked the turkey his company gave.
I went White sands meet carnie.
Talk for ard 1/2hr she gtg D:
She told me about stuff uh, ahemahem.
Saw 2 kitties otw to WS, so small luh.
Went back I looked for them, found them :D
Mom looks inside my drawer, what the hell. Reason? Its in her room. What a bitch ._.
Lucky my other drawer in under lock and key, tsk, dis kinda mother nia.
Came hme, took some stuffs to feed the cat, ate dinner(first time my whole life I ate turkey :O), go back feed he cat.
I only found blackie, cannot find meowmeow anymore D:
Blackie super hungry. Fed, left.
Tmr I wanna work, NO ONE CAN WORK.
And Danil ask me go some church thing.
Like, that's why I'm like scared of giving my number to church pple :X
24th he ask me, I reject, 25th he ask me, I reject, now 26th he oso ask me.
I FEEL LIKE, SO BAD, but I'm not into church stuffs :/
And Danil is hot (:
HOW?
Randoms stuffs uh. Cuz I now got 2maid, one is gonna go back in a few weeks after showing the new maid the ropes uh. So name them Maid1 and Maid2 uh(Like so bad ._.) Maid1 is Christian, maid2 is muslim.
On dhat day, we ate curry, and got curry of cuz got taupok uh(GILLIAN!)
Maid1: 'This one uh *points to taupok* u cannot eat uh.'
Maid2: 'Why?'
Maid1: 'Taupork! U cannot eat pork! U muslim!'
HAHA. So cute right. And it was a honest mistake, not joke!
Oh! and I finally know what is TTM and (Y), (L) alr.
And oso new one, (.Y.) (inside joke)
HAHAHA.
Kay lah, probably rot at hme tmr openig christmas presents, or follow Carnie to cosfest if she can go, or go carnie hse slack?
OH WAIT, ONG MORE THING! HAHA
EUGENE!!
'Xiao Mei Mei! *smirks* Liu ge dian hua gei wo hao mah? Hai shi wo liu dian hua gei ni? Yao Call wo oh!' HAHAHA
First time celebrate christmas, got alot presents and card.
Cards are sooooo nice somemore, I do sure fail like fuck one.
Oh, Simin, yr card uh, 'knnbccb' (:
Arms and legs aching now :/
Junhao frightened me on facebook, he is soo dead next year XD jk lah (:
Saw dis on FB: A lion would never cheat on his wife.. But I Tiget Wood. LAME (:
Lastly, thanks to everyone who wished me a Merry Christmas, I'm lazy to type :/

Cookies backed by Min, Jing and G. Edible lah, I just ate, if got diahorrea den tell ya'll XD
Soap Jing made<3>
Carnie got dis for me! I wanted it since like, a century ago or smthn uh<3>
All my presents :D I forgot to add the soap :/ *psst psst, the red wrapper one is carnie wrap one! wrap dao like bao chicken rice liketat XD* haha.
Blackie :D
Meowmeow is so small.
Klame!
I wrap dao so nice can :D I used like the whole wrapping paper. The wrapping paper SO CHIO.
PWNED.
-LAUGHS TO THE MAX- CENTRE PARTING!
Funeral, rotten bread :P
I tot sun rise at 4am, but it was just the corridor light outside, LOL, still light liketat, chio uh.
Aww, G :D
Carnie's card from G, So chio wor (:
This sight scared Siming, HAHAHA.
They were hiding from some stupid roach.
Carnie is finally like a girl XD Omg, her hand so long, waist so small, fuck her XD
Dhruv is hot :D
The Gerbil thingy, I call mouse :D
I can be waitress, hor Jing? XD *dances*
Of couse wrapped by yrs truely, duh.

I wished you love me like you love him. I wished you make excuses for me like you do for him. I wish you would approve of my boyfriend(if I had one) just like you approved so much of his. I just wished you would treat me the way you treat him because I just feel so neglected and unloved by you. Crap, I hate being at home.

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Thursday, December 24, 2009.

Just made lasagna, Slept at 6am, ISOMNIA since 4.30am, haiyo.
Thought about many things(agn!) Friendhips.. And about Carnie's birthday dhat day, nehnehneh! She like so touched until almost cry :P
Gonna miss the old days(I SOUND SO OLD!)
Wokeup due to Carnie call, ahemahem, she damn guilty XD
Yeah, and I'm not one who celebrates Christmas before.
Except once, I went to this christmas party(Estella's) when I was like, P1 or 2.
Other than that I never celebrated X'mas or whatever, and I never ate turkey or what.
And I'm one who hates Christmas(like the Grinch!) cuz of reasons that are left better unstated.
But, Merry X'mas to chose who celebrate it uh (:
And I miss Christmas Caroling with TAS people, SIGH.
Off to Sijing's house soon, Miss me (:

Maybe the missing bug finally crept up on me. I really miss you, miss us, being close friends. Aiya Whatever lah, I did give a shot.

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009.

I think I'm getting better at editing photos :D
Why do I always report my sleeping time on my blog?!

Off comp at 4am ytd. Wanted to sleep, but rmbed needed to mark bro's assesment.

But got distracted by my nice hair(ahem!) and took pictures awhile :D

Till 4.27am, and started marking, so many questions uh! 39pages, over few hundred questions, whoosh.

Din work Ice cream D:

Nengyan and Ruiyi oso nvr D:

I realised that only when I'm in Darren's team den I can get double digit eh!
I think he brings me gd luck :D (siao!)

1st time single digit is with Eugene, 7 only(Chris team), den with Yewjin and Sijing(Terry team), 7 oso. 3rd time solo, 6(NB, Terry team). Ytd solo, 10, Darren team :D

Oh, and rmb one night, Yewjin and me go err. Hougang, den He say I stepped on a lizard(!!)

And ytd almost stepped on a dead bird, tmd, BIRD SO BIG I CANT SEE!
Like 1cm to the bird step alr, lucky got dis woman tell me, phew, she totally chatted with me for like 10mins and help me look for the blk, aww, so nice.

Anw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WESLIE AND RUSSEL! (:
So gonna rot at hme, till ard 7pm, go get christmas presents.

Tmr stayover at Jing's house :D
She better not hav japanese food, or I'll die XD
And
JING! Imma gonna sleep with yr cat >:D
My mother ask me make lasagna for them leh.
Dun worry, won't get diahorrea one, eat dao u all umm, ask for more >:D
Dad gave me a thumbdrive(agn!) from his company, 4GB :D I hav like, 3alr, he gave me one.
Wrap dao zhe yang mei nia!
For cooperate gifts, I ask him, U wan watch?? *repeats from precious lifestyle script* 'Everywhere yr customers go, nid look at time, think of u, treasure them blahblah.' *nudges Sijing, Simin, Ruiyi; Winkwink*
And I havent buy Sec3 books OMG.
And I still owe neighbour my sec2 books! I feel so sorry, I promised like, 2months ago nia! OPPS.
Kae, thats all, I miss working, and I miss the hot guy I saw yesterday, Blk 648, #06-233<3
Shall visit him agn XD
Sian, Whenever I connect my fone to comp for uploading of fotos, pple always call/msg one XD 5msg and 2calls alr ._.

BANDANA!
So chio right? Cooperate gift, LOL.
My hair is brown :D
I shd stop taking picture of pple's hses! But the doorbell is chio, the red dot of the flower is the doorbell :D LOL, rmb a few times I used my hse key try open other pple door(same door), cuz my hse key is round, not flat. FAIL.
I saw dis on Xiaxue's blog uh, Scare the hell outta me cuz the brown hair one look like MISS KUAN, with long nice hair, DUH.


Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed, I think about the little things that make life great

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Tuesday, December 22, 2009.

2.41am now.
SLPET AT 6AM YESTERDAY, OMG.
Wanted to slp till like 2pm, but wokeup due to some horrble stomachache D:
Sijing CMI for work alr. So called everyone I know(Yknow Im exaggerating XD)
FAIL. So no choice, told Terry, omg, he was like, soooooooo nice about it so I feel guilty :/
Called Jing, Pranked her, nanny nanny poo poo.
Terry told me I partner another random guy, I WANTED HOT GUY :D
Dad fetched, I WAS SO SCARED HE FOUND OUT I WAS WORKING WIF SOME RANDOM DUDE. HE DUN LET, parents, lol.
The blks dere DAMN chio kae, got cartoon drawings(whole blk at the side), not like the bukit batok, more chio, OMG. CHIO, SJ dere she'll go crazy I tell u. All the colours, ahem XD
Reached alr, some complications, and I dis oldcomer, felt like 1st day one sia, cuz no fren dere D:
Darren was wearing skinnys(fuck, gay) and he sat down he cross his leg like zabor I WANTED TO LAUGH.
Took ice cream, got blk. Darren told me 'liu shi qi, liu shi ba'
TMD, 67, 68. I over there is blk 657 nia.
I was like, fuck. Den I walk awhile, ask pple.
TMD, darren meant liu SI qi, liu SI ba', 647, 648.
So nice leh he, gimme damn close blk :D
Started selling, 2floors, no one buy, DEN HE CALL ME, SAY I SOLO, NABEH.
Ask how many I sell, I say 0. He told me ytd only sold six, jiayou today. aww XD
Sold sold sold. Darren called me like, 5times or smthn to keep track of my sales and stuff.
SIJING! I think he likes me! Ah~~~~~ Klah, just kidding, lame.
Den I SAY LIKE, THE HOTTEST GUY IN THE WORLD.
OMFG. I still rmb his until. 6th floor, #06-233. TMD, HAO HOT LOR.
I talk to him like, stuttered 3times XD
Almost bought ice cream from me, HE SO HOT OMG, CARNIE! Hotter than 81bus hot guy!(inside) Not ah beng hot somemore kae, HOT HOT, dun even nid style hair lor, SO HOT.
But his hand injured D: Right hand. Awwwwwwwwwwww. HOT!<3
Den the damn ice cut my middle finger, the dry skin one, so fucking pain.
Finish work, sold 10 tubs. Tot I did damn badly, but guess what, I see the others and I dun feel so alr. They were like 4, 5, 8 and single digit uh, not bad uh!
I earned $46 in the short 4hours, HA! like 12.50/hour average, WOAH TEEHEE.
Darren say not bad leh :D (siao!)
Bo0ught dinner, looked for bus 88 or 89 from hougang. Jay across road, nabeh.
I was like, running, den I jump on the land thingy, slid, thud, MUD.
At lkeast more of less dried mud, not so bad. Like, dirty luh. Tot my bag was clean.
Walked 2 bus stops(after asking like, 7pple) den at the 2nd bus stop saw dis guy, look refined, REALLY REFINED. Ask him, he say he bring me there, nice luh. And he's china, LOL.
See, chinaman can be nice kay. Den chatted with him, he's nice :D
But he scared me when he say 88 like nvr go pasir ris, but I rmb took with weiteng before.
Bus came after bus 74, so heng. On the bus alr, jump like monkey, excited count money, den i realised, BAG SO DIRTY. Tmd, my fake LV bag eh!
It was like, only 5stops, but went some expressway thingy, so it took like 20mins only HA! Sijing!
Sorta kept some stuff from dad, about solo-ing 2days in a row, cuz I'd die and probably nvr work agn till I'm 16 or smthn. So I felt guilty. So I sent him a smiley in a lie =.=
Home-ed, lectured my lil' bro, hai.
He used comp 11hours and 15mins eh, tmd.
No pics, dun even hav time to zilian or whatever shits.
Needa buy christmas presents SOON.
Video for ya'll to see if ya'll interested lah, Hidhir posted the speach one, Chunkwan posted the Photo booth one on facebook.
So funny, Watch the front part, I LOL-ed mad at the one where the 'machine' was like 'please, sit, down; why do you wanna go away' and the guy freaked out, wtf. And the one who flirted with the 'machine' funny nia.




I thought it was soo meaningful, great speach. I wanna be like her someday, but only fighting for the rights of female, 'the weaker sex'.
But, that will obviously never happen, so if u cant beat em, join em, I AM NOW, A BOY :D



PS, LIFE IS GOING RATHER GREAT, TEEHEE, And I actually miss Mr Ow, LOL, wtf. I miss him saying: Ah Ray! Tuck in yr shirt!/Fingernail check!/my girlfriend!/You laugh uh, the ghost also come back alive already, so loud!/orh, trying to kill ruiyi is it? Give you detention tomorrow(LOL!)

My tears you'll never see, my sadness you'll never feel.

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Monday, December 21, 2009.

I LIKE THE PICTURE UH :D
Wokeup 11am+++ Wanted to slp longer but I am a disciplined lady(or rather, gentleman).

Bathed, Jiaying canceled trip ):
But I still meeting Carnie.
Met her at 2pm, I WASN'T LATE :D
Went to buy christmas gifts with her, I din buy, next time den buy.
Still owe Jiaying and Carnie, and one more to bring to SJ hse.
Den went times awhile, 1/2hr, to like slack abit uh.
SO FUNNY KAY, read dis funny magazine.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Brad Pitt look like santa claus and Robert Pattinson is OWNAGE, Lady gaga has a dick(LOL!) and Angelina Jolie has become a haggared old bitch.
Ahem, this kinda nonsense people uh! Hor Carnie! XD
At ard 4pm called Ruiyi, cuz she ask me call her, so I did.
'Hello, u wakeup alr?'
'Yeah, eh, meet earlier eh, I whole night din slp'
'Tsk, cheat my feelings, tot u say slp before 2am one'
'meet at 4.30pm eh'
'I wan go hme ferst, I at tampines now'
'Huh, den dun go hme uh.'
'My things all at hme. *pause* eh, dun wast my money eh.'
'Okay bb*KAP*'
I was a little irritated man ._.
Bus-ed hme with carnie, called Yewjin, he with Marucus.
Yewjin was supposed to pei with Nengyan, me wif RY.
He took 1train earlier.
Saw throught someone, ahem :P
Den say meet at bukit batok alr, Ruiyi chged it to bugis, den she din tell me.
So we at bugis alr she din notice, den just went past.
Wanted to msg _______ to clear up smthn, but decided agnst it.
City hall, I went back bugis find him, walk 4times ard everywhere, CANNOT FIND, tot he go BB ferst, go alr, still cant find.
At the MRT dere so funny. There was dis guy, who was wearing dis tee which say, 'master of sweet dreams'. Den the sling bag covered the 's' in the 'sweet' and it read: 'Master of weet dreams' AND MADE ME LOL.
Wait awhile, called him hse, tot he went hme.
SO FUNNY. His mother was like, 'oh ni shi Ariel uh'
Den after conversation, I told about the MRT thingy she was like 'Na ke wang ba dan..'
Den she say until damn funny! I think I LOL-ed!
And she ask why dunwan get back fone from suwei(SP)
Den in my mind I was like 'HOW WOULD I KNOW!'
Damn funny sia the mother, LOL.
So cab-ed to the place, alr late, Terry even called me, ferst time they call one nia, last time Eugene and me late oike, 1hour+ oso Chris bo call.
Reached, I solo, knn, HEAVY LIKE FUCK, YEWJIN, I HATE YOU.
HEAVY LEH, Surprised I can even carry, SOOOOOO HEAVY, tsk.
I went 1st blk, whole blk NO ONE BUY.
2nd blk, 12,11,10,9,8,7,6,5th floor din buy.
KNN. Wanted to die alr, tot wud be the next person who's like the two guys nvr sold anything.
Was so sick of working, had a break and unwinded, YEWJIN nyr fault luh, caved in to temptations. After 3, told myself NO. Den I stopped. GOT DISCIPLINED LAH.
But if RY/YJ/NY was dere, wouldn't even happen, TSK.
FINALLY SOLD 1 after looong talk. THANKYOU (:
Positive alr, told myself, can sell one, can sell 2, den 3,4,5, blahblah.
Singing in the elevator like some asshole.
Finished all 2blks. Call Terry, new blk.
Found some boy at the court, ran 5(OR MORE!) blks to his hse, lucky he buy, he was on a SCOOTER LAH, I ran until slipper fell out ._.
NEW BLK SO SCARY, which is why I dun dare solo. I SCARED I KNOCK THE DOOR SOME GHOST COME BOO NIA.
3rd blk din sold anything, sad D:
Went back to base blk wif RY and Nengyan.
They sold 11.
NEED 2 pple to psyco one *zapzap*
And my blk horrble kay.
1/2 the pple not at hme.
1/2 or the 1/2 at hme are indians.
KNN. Indians dun buy ice cream(most of them), I DUNNO WHY.
Chatted with Terry and stuff, parent came fetch, went eat at tmart.
OMG, see lah, NY, RY, u all misbehave in the car den go hme I kena XD
They were behaving like 4yearolds, cute lah, irritating to adults only.
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY *winks* (:
ATE LAKSA :D TAUUUPOK, HA! Gillian!
I order food, RY order drinks, omygosh, the food so funny.
Cuz RY wan L no TP but want Ham.
NY and me wan L no Ham want TP.
Den NY wanted chg noodle to yellow noodles, HAIYO.
I din do the noodle chging thingy, nehnehnehpupu.
Ate, slack ard, wanted to bus hme, but after dad found out its like 1/2 an hour journey, he wanna send me hme, lols.
Parnets, ahem.
Reached hme at 1am+
AND I WANNA KILL YEWJIN, klah, not rly his fault uh.
BUT HE BETTER GET BACK HIS FONE SOON OF I WILL SLAP THE FUCK OUTTA HIM, SO WILL RUIYI.
Sijing just cfm to work wif me tmr :D
Okay, just called agn, cmi. I BOOK CART ALR.
Simin! Yewjin! Wanna work anot?
Klah, blabbering rubbish alr, carnie dhat lucky stupid bitch (:
Movie with Ashley and gang, scared I wakeup late :/

Chio right? It was on the wall of some randon HDB! :D
BRAD PITT, LIKE WHAT THE? Look like Santa Claus or smthn.
ROBERT PATTINSON! HAHAHA. FAIL.

Okay, now, I feel stupid.

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Sunday, December 20, 2009.

Slept at 5(insomnia 1hour), wokeup at 1pm.
Went white sands, bought stuff to cook dinner.
I COOKED LASAGNA FOR THE WHOLE FAMILY.
Its like, really nice, best thing in the world kay(when its hot), zomfg.
Den at night, made tangyuan, that, was FAIL.
but still nice, appearance fail only.
Tmr gonna go pei Jiaying do her Gongshang BBQ thingy at downtown, then work with Nengyan, Ruiyi and Yewjin.
Gotta wakeup earlier.
Tues movie with Ashley, shall not reject him no more, LOL.
Probably work after dhat?
Wanna call Carnie, shd I?????????????????????????????????????????

-Edited-
Carnie just called me, HA! I din call her :P
She living in bliss now lor, stupid bitch XP
Klah, shall chat with her loooooooooooooooong looooooooooooooooong agn (:

SIJING! Do dis, I kowtyow, they're nails btw.
I CAN COOK, SEE, SO CHIO, TASTE GREAT OSO UH.

Miss independent.

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Saturday, December 19, 2009.

I WANT A DOGGY OR CATTY D:
Tell you sure got thing to blog about ytd forget one right.
Fish Spar and Buying tissue ytd, LOL.(inside joke)
Oh, and Yewjin's vein damn gross, Jing is fascinated =.=
Anyway, Slpt at ard 3 or 4am ytd, sibeh shiok, wokeup at 1.40pm.
Cud have slpt more if not for someone(AHEM! GILLIAN!) who gave me 10missed calls ._.
Plus one from my dad and 3 msgs for 3 pple.
Called Chris(telemarketer), omg, GOOD NEWS! Shall not tell you all, nehnehnehnehpupu :P
New maid came, her name is Eka, like okay..

Prepared, and I tot Ruiyi say meet at tampines platform at 4.30pm, but she meant at EXPO, tsk.
So I was late, but so was Gillian and Weiteng, HA!
And I wasn't latest *nudges teng*
Ruiyi gave me cookie, aww, ITS WIF WEITENG D: She helped me take XD
Went for the church thing, I REGRET GOING.
Because I hate christmas, Imma hater, LOL.
Gillian was being a horny girl ahem, ahem, playing with the candlr and hole in the paper(!!)
And omg, WEITENG HIT ME SOOOOO HARD, worse than Yewjin's puches, zomfg.
Sang songs, I din sing, and I only went cuz like, yknow, to oeng chang for Ruiyi uh, cuz she say no one coming for her, on the condition that THERE WAS NO PRAYING.
And guess what the fuck happened kay.
THEY FUCKING PRAYED.
Stupid luh, kena by ruiyi and her no praying thing 3 times le lor, all got pray, fark D:
I PANIKED. Hold teng's hand cuz she beside me, I actually wanted to sit beside G cuz I sorta predict dis wud happen alr lor.
Think I hurt teng, opps, sorry D:
Den she let go. I din want hold back cuz like, ltr hurt her agn, so I was like sooooooo grabbing onto the chair in front of me, so hard ._.
I SO SCARED KAY.
I thin its cuz when I was 7 or 11 years old my mom's sis brought me to this corner stone church and they did the tongue language thingy too, horror from the past, aww fuck, I hate it when things happen when u're young den come back to haunt you when u're older D:
AND I HAVE MANY OF THESE THINGS THAT HAPPENED WHEN I WAS YOUNG, SIAN.
Den I was like freaking scared, I cried, tmd, Ruiyi ask.
'Huh? y u cry? too touched alr uh?'
W.T.F. Den I went outside, like in front of like hundreds of pple.
Ask G follow me but teng and Ruiyi came along oso. Den din wan go back inside alr, I was like srsly wanted to go hme uh.
Lucky dhat time ruiyi's pageant thingy I din go service oso, if not I sure kena like fuck.
Den its like, decided to just go back in uh(yes, regretted)
Not even 5mins ltr, tounge language agn, nb.
Lucky G was like by my side, but I wasn't scared uh, cuz only can hear Xianbi, he so loud, thankfully.
Den had the candle light thingy, that was chio uh.
But not worth the price ._.
Had candle light service before, at Angle's church oso, small one (:
Ahemahem, lol. Still got the pic eh :P
Went to douby gourd for dinner after dhat, teng left D:
Gillian fucked me in the bus(!!)
Ate wif G, Mingqi, Justin(!!), Ruiyi, Royston.
Royston is so funny, lol.
G gotta rush hme, den I pei her lor, I still wanted ice cream one leh D:
Free flow, lol. Yam leh. See, Imma great friend XD
Royston send us off to mrt.
Omigosh uh, like so many pple ask me what happened lor. Xianbi, Clarence, Danil.
Xianbi ask me explain to him, but I zao uh, duh. Opps. Dunlike explaining uh, sorry D:
AND DANIL IS SOOO HANDSOME, RIGHT TENG, G, RUIYI!
Carnie cockeye lah, say he ugly D:
I DUN LIKE COMMOTION esp when its ard me.
At the douby gourd place say this shop called pie kia, mad me lol. I wanna eat pie :/
GILLIAN, next time go pie kia wif me (:
Result of attending candlelight service.
Before: I HATE CHRISTMAS!
After: I STILL HATE CHISTMAS!
LOL, and I had this freak thought that Mr Tan would be there cuz the pastor talk like him ._.
Home-ed den used comp awhile and talked to carnie, sooo long din contact her D:
After the KTV thingy, except on FB uh.
Like told her almost everything that's going on in my life now, even thingys dhat are troubling me.
Uh oh, I think my attitude of not hiding my troubles and stuffs are gonna get me in trouble soon.
Gonna confront him on the first day of school. Scold him, HA! Not rly uh. HAIYA, All carnie fault uh D':
My happy attitude in life is still ongoing, so ask me questions u wanna ask for very long, I just might answer u with a truthful answer, LOL.
Life is still great, TEEHEE.
Klah, Klah, shall diam here.
Wordy post agn, dun read XD
Till tmr, tata (:

Look like lj! Gillian uh, take nonsense
Ahem G, Artistic, eh?
I look so guai(not weird!) and weiteng is like staring at smthn, I think DANIL lah! XD
Typical Gillian
Chio yeah? Grace is looking me me :D
Ruiyi looks pretty cuz of her eyes, SHH, dun tell her.
OWNED. I PWN U!
Big candlelight servie is srsly got diff uh, Angela church was birthday cake candle and colour paper, dis one got shape somemore, wah piang. But I still prefer angela church one (:
Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it.
Don't let our friendship be complicated because of a guy, you you really mean a lot to me as a great friend.

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Friday, December 18, 2009.

Off-ed the comp at 3.36am but I realized that I'm never gonna make it through the night if I didn't on the and get some stuff off my chest(sounds weird LOL, random)
Now its 3.55am, 10hours and 5mins more for you to collect your results.
Wish you all the best, don't oversleep, remember to wear full uniform.
The next time I see you, I'll tell you.
I'm sorry that I said I looked like a nun coz I was playing with the dang jacket and I placed the hood on my head, I know I looked freaking retarded so I just shot my mouth off saying I looked like those kind of nuns in the church.
So forgot you were a devoted christian.
I'm sorry.
I'm never a christian person, I ain't one now, and doubt I ever will be.
But it doesn't give me the right to shoot my mouth off like that.
And also a few other things I might apologise for or just say.
Collect your results, I really hope you get into a good Institution.
Have a great life ahead (:
A promise to myself.
That the next time I see you I'll tell you I liked you, Jun, but I don't know if I still do.

I hope my courage and determination stays, LOL.
Good hit in life now :D
Not afraid of anything :D
Except going back school and facing all my scary new classmates, LOL.
Sooooooooooooooooom gonna sleep now, hopefully.
Working tmr with Sijing and Yewjin.
TIRED, but happy :D
9hours and 56mins. I counting down for you (:

-Edited-
I WOKE UP AT 1PM TODAY, OMG.
Back from work.
Today SLACK, din bother to work much, work 1hour, slack all the way, had sooo much fun today, at redhill.
We slack at the staircase got people zi dong come ask us to sell ice cream to them somemore, LOL.
Dunnid feel inferior uh, like, we sold 7 despite slacking so much, got 2girls, do 3years, din slack, today sold 6, sad.
Went to dis area at the flat.
*I pointed middle finger cuz got pple in flat but dey dunwan open door*
Yewjin: Eh, got security camera.
Ariel: Wlao, got money buy security camera no money buy ice cream(Srsly influenced from jing one!)
5seconds ltr, Jing comes back from knocking on a door.
Yewjin: Eh, got security camera.
Sijing:
Wlao, got money buy security camera no money buy ice cream.
EXACTLY THE SAME KAY.
She spent to much time with me recently alr XD
We jinx each other smthn near the bus stop oso, FORGOT.
TERRY RMBS ME, OMG. Like 2nd time I see him only. I think Darren talks to terry about me :D(IN MY DREAMS, HAHA)
He so friendly luh.
And he's damn pro.
*Jing, Yewjin and me walks back to base blk*
Terry: So how Ariel? Sell how many? Zuo muo, look so disappointed zhe yang
Ariel: Huh, err.
Sijing: Din sell alot luh.(or smthn liketat!)
T: Kae, I la la kan, guess.
*pulls the cart, hao xiang more than 6 leh, 7 ah?
*Jing & me SHOCKED KAE*
PRO NIA.
Had alot of laughs, cant remember all of them.
And there was like, this whole box of matchsticks outside this door, Yewjin took and played with it, it was a full box.
I saw fire starters and used like 3 of them, den we burned, played, laughed, cool-ed, pic-ed, blew, lit, screamed.
LOL. Finished the whole box of matchsticks. Opps.
So cool kae, Yewjin did this fly matchstick with fire thing, COOL. Jing was like 'Drop on my hair I KILL YOU' LOL.
Yewjin was like, having a conversation with himself uh.
Buyer: Eh! U sell the treats ice cream one right? I do before! Who yr trainer?
Seller: Oh, I'm Darren son!
Buyer: OMG, Who yr mother?
Seller: Ariel.
LOL! Klah, Darren so cute, the kid will be sooo effing cute oso kae! We lol-ed for like awhlie, Yewjin talk alot cock today.
Sijing was telling me she do the telemarketer thing.
Jing: Hello, I'm *blahblah*
*Jing's sis pickup fone, does something, makers Jing laugh for 5mins non-stop, the person hung on eh!*
Jing Oh, sorry about dhat.
Person: I understand.
LOL. Dumb nia!
And lol, we earned $10... AND 10CENTS(inside joke)
Nola, we earned more luh.
Funniest thing of the night, there was like, this indian guy, old, tecko, walk past, den I was like, trying to be polite and all, I nodded to him, ask him wanna buy ice cream not, he just say no and giv some weird smile.
He walk past alr, Jing did some ownage face, I SAW KAE!
I lol-ed for a loooong time, until I can't stand up, HAHA.
Oh, and at ferst, since like 5-7, Yewjin and me were like fighting(the brother sister bickering way).
Den we totally toppled the trolley. TWICE! (YEWJIN FAULT! AHEMAHEM!)
And he made me fall! D:
We were like going up the stair to the overhead bridge den he was like, 'must torture Ariel abit' *puches, pull, pushes, pulls heavy cart with 20tubs of ice cream inside* Made me lose balance and fall D:
I wanted to make him back but he was standing the other side, the side that if I did the push pull thing, he wud fall down the stairs =.=
Jing was irritated by out fighting XD
He puched me 3-5times. Fucker ._.
Jing chged at the staircase at HDB, den we bus-ed to Queenstown and got the last train hme again, phew. 2 Seconds after I step into my hse, HEAVY RAIN, heng man :D
Ruiyi called me halfway say wanna pass me smthn, but bo lehs.
Tmr shd be meeting her for the what, candlelight party thingy.
I hope got no praying ._.
I SCARED.
PS! SIJING got USA inspired nails, not nice, HA! Nehnehnehnehpupu
I'm gonna forget other few random things I wanted to blog about uh, tmr den add, if I rmb XD
My days are so fruitful, ahem ahem XD
Signing off, 1.51am now :D

SIJING! TOLD YOU I WAN GONNA POST DIS!
Whoops :/ We were like trying to blow it out until we realised if blow alr, drop down the atirs, ltr start fire, and ALMOST drop, because of me, but din, PRO, ahem.
HA!
HE FAIL KAE. Blow 3times with all his breath, nvr put out, I try one time, half my breath flam no more alr.
~Blow the fire starters out, looks like a solo tonight, but I think I'll be alright~ (:
I told you. The bravest and probably stupidest thingI ever did. Life rules :D Even my dreams rock. Been crying sooooo much lately, over the right reasons, whatever, its good to be gay and cry once in a while. Touched by a friend, yes Jiaying (: Cried n my dream yesterday, instead of those, according to Justin, 2012 inspired dreams where everyone dies, my life was soooo perfect, so protected kay<3>

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Thursday, December 17, 2009.

Off-ed comp ytd ard 2am, went to bed.
Thought about many, many many things agn, aww fuck.
Defeats the purpose of me working nia, still got insomnia till 4am ._.
Sorry Ashley, 3rd tie rejected yr movie offer, I FEEL SO BAD.
I promise I'll plan one movie outing kay (:
And YEWJIN was so late ytd, made me wait 1hour, wanna slap him ._.
Supposed to wakeup at 9am, SNOOZED my alarm, Wokeup only at 10 when Sijing called, she oso just wokeup, LOL.
I dunno how Gillian and Simin do it =.=
Down to Jing's hse, her cat PMS-ing nia.
And he ate our sausages XD got whisker in the bowl, lol.
Den we wash agn, lunch was \m/
My 2nd time eating marcaroni in my life, ferst time was horrible den I kena phobia XD
Den ate milo ice cream \m/
First time I ate milo ice cream oso, LOL.
I have got, to get a childhood XD
The girls were, GIRLS, painting nails and stuff, lol, I WAS TORTURED. LOL.
Went T1 wif Jing, collect her books, saw Ian (:
Metup with Jiaying while Dhruv was talking to me.
HOT guy, I MISS HIM XD
SORRY I WAS LATE JIAYING.
Went for the 4pm KBOX, soooo fun LOL.
KAN JIAN SHEN ME CHI SHEN ME~.
I'll miss Jiaying soooo much, she's like, such a great friend and stuffs D':
Den before we left the Kbox room, she surprised me with a christmas gift, aww<3 property =".=" v="WTYfawsaNMo" v="Msr6ujJUsmY" face="arial">

Pictures (:

Lighting bad, go chg the toning or contrast of the pic if u give a damn XDLOLS at JY :D
MMMMMMMMMMM :D
This proves, blacks and whites can get along just fine :D They slp together!(I meant it in the human way =.=)
Super fugly, designed by Sijing, Gillian and Simin XD I only let them paint 1finger, they chose middle =.= and I DID clean it off =.=
I SAW ALR CRY LEH. Each bead and part of the necklace is jiaying made one, aww<3>

I feel even stronger, more courageous than ever now. I thought about everything that happened in my life. Everything happens for a reason. Friends lose their friendships for a reason. Teachers talk to their students for a reason. I am really maturing. I am not afraid to say what I believe in anymore. Although I might lie, just to build up some defenses, but at least I can do what I believe is right now. The power lies within me. And right now, I just want to find that man, and tell him everything I wanted to since the last time. Forget a friendship or two, even if it really meant the world to me, because I tried. I am more confident of myself now than ever, more blessed than ever, happier than I've been in a long while. Wtf, I'm crying =.=